Monday Madness

KOKOMO

2010-10-18T07:42:00.000+08:00

THE ONLY SONG IN THE WORLD THAT WILL PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE GUARANTEE! IF I'M SAD IT MAKES ME HAPPY, IF I'M HAPPY IT MAKES ME WANT TO SKIP DOWN THE STREET SCREAMING OUT KOKOMO.
THATS WHERE I WANT TO GO, TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL.

THE BEACH BOYS, SO INCREDIBLE.

IF I GET A DOG ONE DAY, I SHALL NAME HIM KOKOMO.

B.

Lateral Thinking.

2010-10-17T20:46:00.001+08:00

I can't get lost if I don't where I am.

B.

FINALLY BACK!

2010-10-17T20:03:00.005+08:00

1. NEW COMPUTER
2. THE FUCKING INTERNET
3. MY MENTALITY, ALTHOUGH IT NEVER REALLY WENT ANYWHERE. JUST TO MELBOURNE I GUESS
4. TOO MUCH SPARE TIME IN CLASS (due to the lack of people who speak english as a first language i have stupid classes)
5. BACK TO COMMITTING THE LASH, FUCK YOU BITCHES AND YOU'RE HUGE GASH, YOUR CASH WON'T BUY YOU A SENSE OF REALISM. YOU'RE LIVING A LIE, YOUR'E DELUSIONAL, A WASTE OF TIME AND NOT EVEN WORTH THE COST OF A 99 CENT LIME.
6. GET SOME PEPTO BISMOL HOE!

B. x

YES AND NO.

2010-04-04T20:57:00.003+08:00

CURRENTLY SOME MORE USELESS SHIT I'M LIKING AND HATING.

YES YES YES!
1. CHILLI GARLIC OLIVES & PRESHAFRUIT JUICE.
2. THROWING AWAY USELESS SHIT AND GETTING BETTER SHIT.
3. SAVING CASH MONEY, EARNING MORE CASH MONEY.
4. NEW MCQUEEN.
5. 6AM YOGA, AS HECTIC AS IT IS.
6. MY CURRENT OBSESSION WITH MADMEN.
7. MORE SHOOTS, MORE EXPOSURE, YEAH MAG COVER!
8. RELOCATING TO MELBOURNE SOON (4TH OF MAY)
9. BEING ABLE TO WEAR REAL WINTER OUTFITS SOON.
10. NEW KITTENS, THEY'RE SUPER ADORABLE. EVEN MORE SO THAN THE GOLDEN GIRLS.

NO NO NO!
1. SHIT CUSTOMERS, SHIT PEOPLE WITH SHIT PROBLEMS.
2. PERTH.
3. WORK, WORK AND MORE WORK.
4. LIVING BACK WITH THE "FOLKS" OR "DEMONS" WHICH EVER YOU PREFER. I'D GO WITH DEMONS.
5. BROKEN RECORD PLAYER.
6. BEING SO BUSY I CAN'T SEE MY DARLINGS & MISSING MY LOVER.
7. AFL, ALWAYS A HATER ON THAT.
8. NOT HAVING MY OWN EMPIRE YET, SOON TO BE AND I MEAN SOON!
9. HAVING LAYBYS AND NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT, IT'S NOT LIKE I WANTED TO DO THAT, OBVIOUSLY.
10. DIAS.

B.

T H I R S T Y ?

2010-04-04T20:21:00.003+08:00

HOW ABOUT A NICE REFRESHING COLA? IT SEEMS TO ALWAYS MAKE THINGS BETTER! ENJOY THE CRISP TASTE GUZZLING DOWN YOUR THROAT, CLEAN YOUR PALATE, LET THOSE BUBBLES RUSH TO YOUR HEAD FOR THAT STRANGE SENSATION.
INTRODUCING THE NEW COCA-COLA LIGHT!

DOES KARL INSPIRE YOU, DO YOU WANT TO BE HIM? INSTEAD YOU CAN JUST DRINK HIM!
KARL-COLA & KARL FOR PRESIDENT!
ENJOY.

CRO-MAGS

2010-03-05T09:21:00.002+08:00

TERRY'S SHIRT OF THE WEEK! GOOD SHIRT.

PEOPLE ARE SHIT.
GIVE ME A NEW ARM, OH AND MAYBE A BUNNY, PREFERABLY A WHITE LOP
THANKS.

B.
x

FRACTURE SIR.

2010-03-04T03:21:00.006+08:00

AARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I FEEL LIKE I NEED A NEW HAND. HELP ME OUT, DO MY DISHES, FEED ME, CLEAN MY ROOM, CARRY MY HEAVY LAUNDRY TO GET WASHED, BE A GOOD FRIEND OR NOT EVEN A GOOD ONE JUST ATLEAST BE A FRIEND, GET SOME MANNERS, DON'T TALK SHIT, SUPPLY ME WITH CUTE TREATS, BE A DECENT HUMAN?
CAN YOU...
DIDN'T THINK SO!

I'VE HAD ENOUGH, FUCK YOU PERTH!

LOVE BILLIE

20/10 T O P T E N !

2010-03-03T20:45:00.003+08:00

SO FAR....

YES!
.gin, ginger beer, lime and mint!
.Cam Diamond
.black leather
.the scent of my lover
.Alexander Wang
.Aesop
.good coffee
.amazing breakfast
.becks music box
.looking at hot babes

NO NO NO!
.ALEXANDER McQUEEN'S DEATH
.messy people and jerks
.king st cafe
.people not buying my things
.irrelevant information
.being stuck in perth longer than planned
.missing Mr Diamond
.spelling errors
.aussie hiphop
.not having expensive things i want

HURRY UP LIFE, I WANT IT TO BE AMAZING, NOT SHIT!

B.

L O N G L I V E M c Q U E E N !

2010-03-03T20:01:00.005+08:00

ANALYSE THAT!
By Alexander McQueen.
“Analyse That!”… Analyse what? What are you talking about? It’s weird to say how life affects me — as this is my life — but we all have our ups and downs — the good times the not-so-good times. The good times for me are solitary - the time for me brain to take a break, have a cup of tea, and rethink and analyse the last few… “comments”… — “seasons”…? And to decide what direction me and my life should take. Maybe I should ask my life what it wants? Maybe me and my life should get to know each other. Imagine having to spend time with my life. Shit! Life can’t half complicate matters. Feeling like you’re on a road to nowhere, trying to stay on the right path and trying not to go down the wrong corridors of life, and trying to mend things thar aren’t broken — repeatedly hitting myself over and over… “must be better!”… “Got to come up with a new vision!”… “A new hologramm blah blah blah….”

Spring Summer 2010 Mens collection Alexander McQueen

B.

A B B E Y - L E E

2010-02-28T09:32:00.004+08:00

SERIOUSLY, I'D HAVE SEX WITH YOU!

PHOTO BY MY FRIEND TERRY!(not actually real friends, i fucking wish)

B.
xo

S A N TA S A U R U S - R E X V S. ARRGGGGHH

2009-12-24T12:56:00.004+08:00

KIDS SANTA ISN'T REAL, ALTHOUGH SANTASAURUS-REX IS A REAL SANTA LIKE DINOSAUR!
IF YOU'VE BEEN GOOD OR BAD IT DOES NOT APPLY TO THIS BEAST AT CHRISTMAS, YOU'RE STILL GOING TO END UP DEAD MEAT. BESIDES, IS CHRISTMAS MORE ENJOYABLE THE NEXT TIME? NO! THE OLDER YOU GET, THE WORSE IT BECOMES.

MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS!

B.

LUNDBY

2009-11-09T16:12:00.004+08:00

SO, LATELY ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS THIS AMAZING DOLL HOUSE I WANT!
IT'S LIKE A MINI IKEA IN A MINI HOUSE, YOU CAN BUY GRANDPARENTS FOR YOUR HOUSE AND PLENTY MORE ACCESSORIES SUCH AS KITCHEN SETS, PETS LIKE BUNNIES IN A HUTCH, CUTE OUTDOOR SETTINGS, LIGHTS THAT ACTUALLY LIGHT UP, FURNITURE, ARTWORK AND EVEN TEENY-TINY FAMILIES AND MORE!
IT'S SO ADORABLE, A SMALL DREAM HOUSE.

COLLECTING ALL THE DIFFERENT ACCESSORIES AND MAKING MY LITTLE DREAM HOUSE PERFECT IS GOING TO BE MY NEXT BIG HOBBY I THINK!
I REALLY LIKE THE FACT THAT WHEN YOU BUY THE GRANDPARENTS FOR THIS SET THEY COME WITH GREYISH/WHITE HAIR, AND THEY LOOK PRETTY STYLISH!

I'M PUTTING THE WHOLE LUNDBY CATALOGUE ON MY CHRISTMAS WISH LIST!
I REALLY HOPE SANTA MAKES A STOP AT MY HOUSE THIS YEAR!
LAST YEAR HE GAVE ME NOTHING! JERK!!

B.

MIKE TYSON...

2009-11-09T12:24:00.005+08:00

ON RAZOR RUDDOCK!
"YOU'RE SWEET. I'M GOINT TO MAKE SURE YOU KISS ME GOOD WITH THOSE BIG LIPS. I'M GONNA MAKE YOU MY GIRLFRIEND!"

"I REALLY DIG HANNIBAL. HANNIBAL HAD REAL GUTS. HE RODE ELEPHANTS INTO CARTILAGE."

What a Lord
B.

WAHHHH

2009-11-09T07:50:00.002+08:00

DEAR BLOG,
I'M SORRY I HAVE NOT UPDATED YOU IN A WHILE. I HAVE HAD THE INTENTIONS JUST NOT THE ACTIONS.
I WILL UPDATE YOU, I PROMISE!
B.

unlovable

2009-10-21T11:17:00.002+08:00

To feel so unloved and unworthy to my existence here simply hurts.

B.

GREAT ROMANCES OF OUR TIME.

2009-10-17T16:56:00.017+08:00

LAURENCE OLIVIER & VIVIEN LEIGH...

When Laurence Olivier and Vivien Leigh went to Denmark to play in the Old Vic production of Hamlet in the summer of 1937, he was thirty and she was twenty-three, and they were in love. It had all begun like this: the actress had first seen the actor posturing joyously in the 1934 production of Theatre Royal. His own bounding vitality blended with every flamboyant moustache twitch. Oliver got his first glimpse of Vivien Leigh the following year, in a play called The Mask of Virtue. The plays greatest virtue seems to have been Vivian herself. Those who saw her never forgot the impact of exquisite fragility and vivacity. She filled the stage with a beauty that stunned the mind.
The two did not meet until sometime later. She was dining with a theatre friend, John Buckmaster, at the Savoy Grill in London. Olivier was at a nearby table. Over a lobster Newburg and a glass of Les Fore ts '34 they discussed the fact that Oliver had shaved his moustache.
"What an odd little thing Larry looks without it," observed Buckmaster despairingly.
"Not in the least Johnny!" Vivien protested. She wore the hint of a French hat perched low on her forehead, and all eyes in the room were on her and she knew it and was glad. She could feel Olivier's glance and of course found him madly attractive. "With or without the moustache," she insisted to Buckmaster. He then introduced the pair that were to become the most legendary couple in theatre history.
In a whirlwind romance, the pair were married in Santa Barbara at the bungalows of San Y sidro Ranch. The justice of the peace had not been told just whom he was expected to marry. When the time arrived and they hadn't shown, the justice suggested that plenty of couples got stage fright before facing the altar.
"Somehow I don't think this couple will get stage fright," replied the best man. At that moment, the sound of a car brought them to the terrace. In the moonlight, Larry and Vivien came up the steps. "My God, it's Scarlett O'Hara! Why didn't you tell me!" exclaimed the justice.
Soon after their storybook marriage, Olivier became the king of theatre, and Vivien, more in love with him than ever, desperately fought to share his throne. Then, shortly after her second Oscar from her performance as Blanche DuBois in the fim version of Tennessee William's A streetcar named Desire(1951), Leigh began to display the signs of the mental illness that would darken her life until the end. Olivier, terrified that he might lose his hold on all he had if he allowed Vivien's illness to take over his life, began to remove himself from his life with her.
Eventually the couple were divorced, yet Leigh died with a photograph of Olivier at her bedside and despite another marriage and great career success, Olivier always carried a deep ache of pity for her and for himself, and what they once were.

-Jesse Lasky Jr.

B.

Je t'aime

2009-10-15T09:44:00.006+08:00

Amour de ma vie!

B.xx

Note number One...

2009-09-21T14:09:00.004+08:00

I love you so much that I get all teary-eyed thinking about you. I cry with joy, knowing that I have you makes me feel so special. I think I may be the luckiest young lady in the world to have you, your my everything and always will be.
You have my heart and it hurts when i'm not with you.

I love you.
B.

Lover

2009-09-15T11:34:00.000+08:00

Always and forever...

B.

Sickness..

2009-09-10T09:12:00.003+08:00

Being sick isn't so great at all. It's horrid!
GO AWAY GLANDULAR FEVER!
I can't even update this blog properly, thanks illness.
Someone please come look after me, please. My body is too weak to do things all on my own, this feeling isn't enjoyable.
:(
B.

Dearest Fox

2009-09-08T03:45:00.008+08:00

A zest for life exudes from you, regardless of whether you’re down or not.
You want so much out of life, and you don’t hesitate to go get it – even if from your sickbed, while held down for reasons out of your control.
A lesser man wouldn't be able to show the smile that graces your face most every morning. And I must say it’s the most the beautiful smile I ever saw. One glance and I feel like i'm hooked for life. Your smile and your gentleness are a wonderful match made in heaven. The smile drawn upon your face pours an amazing feeling into my heart. No wonder I'm so in love with you.
You were made perfect, for me!

I want to see you use that smile for one million more days. I want to see you use that gentleness to touch a 1000 more souls. And I can’t wait to see where that zest takes you, us!

Love Bunny. x

I Hear a Symphony

2009-09-07T05:53:00.003+08:00

You've given me a true love
And every day I thank you love
For a feeling thats so new
So inviting, so exciting

Whenever youre near
I hear a symphony
A tender melody
Pulling me closer
Closer to your arms

Then suddenly, I hear a symphony
Ooh, your lips are touching mine
A feeling so divine
till I leave the past behind
Im lost in a world
Made for you and me

Whenever youre near
I hear a symphony
Play sweet and tenderly
Every time your lips meet mine now baby

Baby, baby
You bring much joy within
Dont let this feeling end
Let it go on and on and on
Now baby, baby
Those tears that seem my eyes
I cry not for myself
But for those who never felt the joy we felt

Whenever youre near
I hear a symphony
Each time you speak to me
I hear a tender rap so dy of love now

Baby, baby
As you stand holding me
Whispering how much you care
A thousand violins fill the air

Now baby, baby
Dont let this moment end
Keep standing close to me
Ooh, so close to me, baby, baby
Baby, baby
I hear a symphony
A tender melody

-Diana Ross & The Supremes
X

Sunday Morning

2009-09-06T11:50:00.002+08:00

I tend to wear hats of the unusual.
Yep!

B.

Love Me Tender

2009-09-04T05:16:00.003+08:00

Love me tender,
love me sweet,
never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
and I love you so.

Love me tender,
love me true,
all my dreams fulfilled.
For my darlin' I love you,
and I always will.

Love me tender,
love me long,
take me to your heart.
For it's there that I belong,
and we'll never part.

Love me tender,
love me dear,
tell me you are mine.
I'll be yours through all the years,
till the end of time.

When at last my dreams come true, darling this I know, happiness will follow you everywhere you go.
B.

YOUTH IS WASTED ON THE YOUNG...

2009-09-02T07:38:00.012+08:00

Dash was well known for his sometimes stark, shocking and candid style of photography; often a kind of low-brow documentary of acts of rebellion, hedonism, sex, drugs, violence, blood, flesh and fetish. But he was also a sculptor, graffiti and installation artist. A point is often made that Snow came from French aristocracy – a family known for their wealth, philanthropy and artistic endeavours – which made his own artworks often be seen as all the more subversive. His photographs create different and beautiful visions for me. I read this article in a magazine that had created a complete different level of feeling and emotions. I feel like I can relate to the following article in ways. Rest in Peace pal.
B.

-The Following Article Written by Lesley Arfin.
Most recently in downtown NYC, a beloved hero of sorts passed away. Dash Snow was an artist, both graffiti and fine, and he died from a drug overdose, leaving his girlfriend Jade, his daughter Secret, and a plethora of family, friends and fans. Personally I knew Dash, but not well. Even when I did hang out with him, I wouldn't say I knew him well. What I did know of him was his constant good attitude and warm nature. To people that didn't know Dash, he might have been considered "too cool" but really, he was just cool enough. He was a living legend, a good name to drop if you wanted to seem like you knew what was up, but really he kept a very small circle of close friends and especially towards the end of his life, he was most likely suffering in a way that only few people can really wrap their heads around. I feel lucky to have gotten sober when I was young. Sometimes the thought enters my head that "I missed out". I haven't had a drink in a very long time, but that doesn't mean I'm immune to the wanting to do so. As time has passed it has gotten easier for me to avoid those cravings or at least become aware of them, accept them, and wait for the craving to pass, but I remember a time when it wasn't that easy. Most often when I think of the about the times when I used to get fucked up, they are not good memories. Sure, for years I had a blast, but towards the end I wanted to stop and I just couldn't. I would make deals with myself, compromises, and tiny little rules that I would constantly break. I'd say "I'm only going to get fucked up on weekends," or "If I go three days without getting fucked up, I can reward myself." Of course I couldn't abide by these fake rules and so I would bargain: "I promise never to get fucked up again if I just go out for one more night." Each time I broke another rule I would just feel worse. And the worse I felt, the more fucked up I wanted to get. I think because I was young it was easy for me to finally bottom out and surrender. I was broke, my "friends" were not really my friends at all, and I still felt like a baby in a lot of ways. I can't imagine how much harder it would have gotten for me if I had kept going. I don't doubt that I would have ended up in the same place as Dash, wherever that is. One thing we know is that it is not here, among us. A loft of my days are spent full of anxiety and fear. Life is hard, period. It doesn't matter how much money you have, or where you live, or how healthy you are. The universe does not specifically dole out what happens or doesn't happen to us. I don't believe that it does anyway. For most people, when they die, they are remembered strongly by the people who were close to them. I wish my grandmother were alive so she could teach me how to needlepoint better. I wish my grandfather were alive so he could help me with business and finances. I think of all the friends I have that will never get to meet them, and they'll never get to meet my friends. Maybe they would have liked Machine and Meryl and Bill. Maybe it would have been a life changing experience even. We'll never know. The elephant in the room when it comes to talking about death is that when people say something like "He's no longer with us." The remaining question is, "Well, where did he go?" It's nice to think there's a heaven, or a system that somehow allows us to see each other again in another life, but I wonder deep down if we can truly believe that. The thing I forget is that every day we are alive, living and breathing, we are in heaven.
This life we have on earth, it is heaven. And yes, awful, horrendous things happen and most of the time we complain like we're in hell, but the only proof I've ever had of a God existing has been through my experiences with other people. When I feel like I've written something that has inspired a girl in another country to shave her head, that's heaven. When I read a book and cry and cry because it's over and I don't want it to end, I'm in heaven.
Tonight I sat on a bench with my two best friends and we ate sunflower seeds and laughed our asses off. If there's another kind of heaven then I don't really want to know about it. If I die, I die, but at least we know when the shit hits the fan while we're alive there will always be a silver lining. We can choose to see it or ignore it, but it's there. I bet my life on that fact every day. So if you feel like your life sucks I beg you to take a moment and think about someone you knew who has passed and is not getting to live theirs. As long as we are breathing there will be different colored apples to eat and people who make us laugh until it hurts. I'll wait for those days no matter what, and try to be as in the moment as I can because when we're gone, that's it. I'll take a deep breath and maybe enjoy my anxiety attacks for a second. Maybe people will say "oh, it's such a cliche'" about Dash but really, after a while, they'll just stop talking about it. There will be nothing left to say because a life was ended abruptly, taking away from us rather than giving. We are selfish creatures who want more of everything. More good friends, more good times and more good memories. When you go away and we don't get more, we miss you. We crave you like a drug. But that feeling passes too and we forget. We don't get sadder in time; we get more forgetful. My memories have started to fade. Sometimes a smell or a song reminds me of my grandparents, but that fades too. If we're lucky we'll get to see a ghost, but I don't know anyone who's been that lucky.
- Lesley Arfin.

B.

I Only Have Eyes For You

2009-09-01T13:55:00.003+08:00

My love must be a kind of blind love
I can't see anyone but you.

Are the stars out tonight?
I don't know if it's cloudy or bright
I Only Have Eyes For You, Dear.

The moon maybe high
but I can't see a thing in the sky,
'Cause I Only Have Eyes For You.

I don't know if we're in a garden,
or on a crowded avenue.

You are here
So am I
Maybe millions of people go by,
but they all disappear from view.
And I Only Have Eyes For You.

Written by -The Flamingos

B.

Spring Time, Sing-ing Time and Swing Dancing Time.

2009-09-01T12:28:00.006+08:00

So Today is the first day of the season Spring.
It's not the typical spring day, it's a little bit too windy for me and dull. As I sit here in my apartment staring out the window, looking at nothing in particular all I can seem to see is the city buildings with a lot of branches of leaves swaying back and forth, it gets quite boring seeing the same thing most of your day.
I feel particularly odd, not too sure why. I'm thinking way too much! I have to learn to stop it even though I have a lot of "house wife" duties I need to do, clean the house, maybe bake some shortbread bunny cookies, plan some kind of a dish for dinner if i can be bothered, finish reading Nick Cave's The Death of Bunny Munro book so I can start another book.
The only problem is I've been stuck in this position of listening to 41 Original Hits from the Sound Track of American Graffiti. This is one the records I like to listen to a lot as it brings me an inner happiness, maybe it's really just wishful thinking, anyhow the movie is amazing. The sound track, even more amazing! I wish i got to live through the 1960's era as a teenager. It would have been Incredible!
I want to do swing dancing to Bill Haley and The Comets, I want to sip on milkshakes at Mel's drive in with my high school sweet-heart! Have a smile on my face all the time, wearing cute outfits playing games on pinball machines, drag racing down the streets of the Suburban California town, listen to old rock'n'roll, endless cruising in sweet old '58 Chevrolet's on a warm summers night.
As I keep listening to the songs more and more, over and over again I just dream of a life like that, it seems so perfect!
The lyrics from the songs are so meaningful and beautiful. The artists back in those days had created a true talent for lyrics and music that makes me truly happy.

B.

Dolly's & Lollies!

2009-08-31T07:19:00.002+08:00

I love lollies more than dolly's!
OH GOLLY.....

B.

A Day in the Life of a Tree

2009-08-24T16:28:00.003+08:00

Feel the wind burn through my skin
The pain, the air is killing me
For years my limbs stretched to the sky
A nest for birds to sit and sing

But now my branches suffer
And my leaves don't bear the glow
They did so long ago

One day I was full of life
My sap was rich and I was strong
From seed to tree I grew so tall
Through wind and rain I could not fall

But now my branches suffer
and my leaves don't offer
Poetry to men of song

Trees like me weren't meant to live
If all this world can give
Pollution and slow death

Oh Lord I lay me down
No life's left to be found
There's nothing left for me

Trees like me weren't meant to live
If all this earth can give
Is pollution

-The Beach Boys

The Lynch

2009-08-20T08:03:00.003+08:00

David Lynch -A God created from another world

B.

I want you to know..

2009-08-18T10:02:00.002+08:00

You gotta be the one,
you gotta be the way,
your name is the only word that I can say.

<3 B.

Just another monday.

2009-08-17T10:57:00.002+08:00

Some Monday's I hate so much, like today.
FUCKING OVER BULLSHIT! ARGHHHHH!

B.

...

2009-08-15T01:16:00.003+08:00

Why did I have to hear about it from a friend of mine?
You took your precious time as per usual,I know it's hard but you didn't even try and you can't hide forever. You will be found. I want you to somehow just tell the truth and I want to somehow forgive you before it all slips away.
I've found there's an emptiness in me, I NEED an escape route and a plan B route now!

I think constantly about it, it seems to linger in my mind. I think you've fucked yourself good and proper this time.

B.

Understanding

2009-08-13T16:37:00.002+08:00

The hardest thing to understand is why we can understand anything at all.

B.

Peggy Babcock

2009-08-13T16:10:00.005+08:00

Say this name ten times or more really fast!!!
Peggy Babcock, HA tongue twisters are great and confusing.
Here's another: A black bug bit a big black bear, made a big black bear bleed blood.

It must suck to be that big black bear i guess.

B.

Untitled

2009-08-09T07:00:00.004+08:00

As I sit here thinking about the preposterous lies that have fabricated over the last week, I feel like the so called "journey of life" is growing into this horrible state of mind more and more each day. I have this awkward feeling which continues to become more indescribable. Words can no longer describe the pain that constantly runs through my mind, body and soul. If I even have a soul anymore?
I despise the malicious acts and traits of "people" who I believed were genuine.
These so called "people" are far from genuine, not even considered the slightest. All they seem to do it tell lies, disrespect others behind their backs instead of actually being a decent enough human to say it some one's face. These people are weak.
As another day passes me by I seem to be hating more and more people and so called "friends" to an extreme. They are the real killers who cause heartache and create sorrow. Why is it that "people" are so blank, so fucking see through you can see straight through them, their so called persona is really dead. It's nothing. They don't have any charisma at all! The only thing that they seem to be doing is living in a false sense of reality that is made up of bullshit and lies.
I will never live like that.

B.

August nights, alone thinking.

2009-08-01T01:52:00.003+08:00

It's already August, I dread this month.
It never going to go away, it comes every year.
Most of all, I hate how time goes by so quick.
Words can't even explain how much I miss you and how much I want to be able to see your face again, just once more.
Forever you'll be in my heart, forever.

B.

Gun Store Wednesdays

2009-07-30T00:29:00.003+08:00

So today, I went to Maylands gun store to see how i could get a gun.
He said I could get a riffle, a shot gun and something else. I've forgotten what the other was. Anyhow, I asked for an AK-47 and he said NO! Hahah. The man in the store told me exactly how i could go about getting a gun and went on for ages. Did he really think I was being serious? Strange character he was. Maylands has a lot of strange character figures, the old lady who picks up food scraps from other peoples plates once they've just left and then hides the "evidence" in a napkin. She did it on the sly, smart lady but just really odd.
After the gun store I went to the Scotsman and had a tonne of fun, then followed by
timezone where I cheated on some of the games to get lots of tickets so I could get useless toys and junk that I seem to treasure more than anyone! I ended up winning over 400 tickets and traded them in for a really bad imitation of barrel of monkeys, a skeleton that grows

600%

in water, temporary tattoos, a key ring shaped of the bottom jaw with teeth on it and a treasure box with a dinosaur skeleton toy inside!

The day sure was interesting.
B.

Jerry Lee Lewis

2009-07-27T09:16:00.002+08:00

Goodness gracious,
GREAT BALLS OF FIRE!

It's Monday, yesterday i went to the Perth Nostalgia Festival presents the best Jerry Lee Lewis tribute ever! He was a legend on the piano, with incredible charisma.
There were old ladies wearing the cutest outfits, leather jackets with all the RocknRoll patches on them, bobby socks and cute shoes. Amazing cars, outrageous costumes and hair. THE DAY WAS AMAZING!
I wish i got to live in that era. The dance moves, music, everything about it was incredible, you could tell everyone was happy and loving life!
Now days, I'm not sure who quite is anymore.

B.

Adventures, Treasures, the Museum and such!

2009-07-25T19:20:00.014+08:00

Just a few photo's from this week's antics! good times, good company and good wine.
I AM THE ULTIMATE!

B.

Did god create dinosaurs?

2009-07-22T19:33:00.003+08:00

NO!

DINOAURS CREATED GOD.

le fin.

B.

what the fuck is wrong with boys?

2009-07-22T19:30:00.002+08:00

You are a creep, clearly leave me alone.
Did you not get the picture?
Moron.

friends, life and dinosaurs eating pop rocks

2009-07-22T03:43:00.005+08:00

Over the last couple of weeks, a lot of events in my life have made me feel like im on a constant roller coaster. It's strange how your you can actually reach inside to your brain, not literally but mentally. You can grab so many things. Lately I've had days where they're amazing, or days that aren't. They only thing that is making me smile is the people who i care about alot, who treat me with respect, just being there helps me alot. Friends are the best thing you could ask for. You can't ask for a family, you've already got one, tough luck! You can't choose family but you can your friends!
You can't ask for world peace, you can't ask for lots of things. One thing you can always ask for is a friend. They will help you, guide you, make you feel special and project an extreme happiness in your state of mind.
Who's to say that money buys happiness? Your living in a false reality. Learn to actually live, learn it! You can only hope for better days and be as positive as you can, if you stay positive, hang around positive people. You will achieve something.
Positive friends are the ones i need most. If your not positive and hopeful, I don't want a bar of your bullshit soap!

To my friends, you are the best to me, you are my world to me.
Never change, be you.

B.

monday morning

2009-07-20T09:08:00.003+08:00

Today looks like shit! Not the average perth shit day, It actually looks terrible.
The darkness and the loud noises creeping through the door. I saw heaps of lightning this morning and last night. Lightning will never cease to amaze me, so sharp and quick. A really big eye catcher, just like clouds to me.
I hate the sound of thunder, it scares the shit out of me.
There was so much of it last night, i couldn't sleep. Now tell me why do i like mondays? Well I don't!

B.

Strange feelings, odd pictures.

2009-07-19T11:57:00.004+08:00

Today is Sunday the 19Th, I wake from my slumber. I do not feel much at all, odd feelings and an awkward stiffness in my body. I feel like dreams may be broken, something will be broken. It always happens, everyday. Things that appear to me seem unreal, my vision is a blur, my head has a slight split. Something is missing and I haven't been able to figure it out yet.

I'm not sure how the day will end, or what will happen as of yet. Hopefully i find something, even if it's just small.

B.

Floating Minds

2009-07-18T04:42:00.007+08:00

As I sit here on my lounge room floor pondering about nothing, with me I have a book on Erotic French Postcards (it's not just pictures), a tonne load of writing implements,old note pads, two people sleeping, my friend Valery and such.
Anyhow, my day was interesting. It started with the usual bagel and coffee and then ended up into a singing group in my kitchen, it was pretty hilarious. Later on I went to "viccy" house. We all decided on going to the casino, to have fun, try win some cash and just hoping I would get in because of red my eyes. Now I think they call it paranoia, yes that is correct, paranoid! Anyway who cares about that, can't be really bothered to be honest.

All i know is strange days are coming....

Disparaging remarks concerning ethnicity, sexuality, religion, intelligence, political ideology, or sense of ethics flow out of the mouths of all.
We all can voice our own opinion's and make our own judgements if we choose too, I tend to voice my opinion all the time!
The Jewish nature has numerous malevolent, immoral and malicious character traits.
you are a cunning, arrogant, treacherous dick!(you know who you are)
Mischief only flourishes only under lousy management!

Truth is not a pretty fiction, love kills my words.

I've lost my faith, words count to mean a million.
I'm now about to close my eyes, wish full thinking that I drift away in dreams to the most treasured and beautiful delusions.
Among dreams, I dream to be....

B.

why why why!

2009-07-17T15:39:00.004+08:00

Why do I talk to myself?
Why do I cry to myself?
why do I have to make stupid "stash" spots and then lose everything?
Why do I smile at people who I'd much rather kick in the face?
Why do I do these things? and many more?
who knows....

oh well, love is dead.

B.

Optical illusions

2009-07-15T11:49:00.004+08:00

An Optical phenomenon that results in a false or deceptive visual impression.

Optical illusions are incredible, just as acts of delusions are too.

B.

There's just something about this place...

2009-07-06T10:32:00.003+08:00

Why is it, that i can never be bothered to post something new every day?
I guess you could say it's because I'm "lazy" or really busy? personally I couldn't give a damn!

FIVE Things that I'm currently enjoying in my mediocre life:

1. Listening to my Roy Orbison records, well most of them in fact!
2. CRUM! my new electronic pet Triceratops.
3. Looking at pictures of the streets near my house, personally i think it's quite an interesting neighbourhood. We have city views, crazy neighbours who have tourette sydrome and yells abuse quite often, a lot of prostitutes and sleazy men who think any girl who walks down the street is a hooker, people who think they are fucking awesome when they're blatantly not! Stuck up old wankers and plenty more strange people with odd behaviour. I still enjoy it.
4. Changes for the better.
5. Having tonnes of bruises, ha!

FIVE Things that I'm NOT currently enjoying in my mediocre life:

1. Not having enough god damn room for all my clothes to be put away properly!
2. The casino, lets never speak of this again.
3. Running out of oats and soy milk and other foods, i need this to live! and i mean LIVE!
4. Feeling lonely, it's not that great as it sounds. Wanting to run away and not tell anyone where your going, the only thing is i really can't do it as of these so called "funds" of mine.
5. Dreams that don't come true. That hurts.

B.

Michael Joseph Jackson

2009-06-29T10:51:00.004+08:00

Just a little something.

On March 25, 1983, he performed live on the Motown 25: Yesterday, Today, Forever television special, both with The Jackson 5 and on his own singing "Billie-Jean". Debuting his signature dance move—the moonwalk—his performances during the event were seen by 47 million viewers during its initial airing, and drew comparisons to Elvis Presley's and the The Beatles' appearances on The Ed Sullivan Show. The New York Times said, "The moonwalk that he made famous is an apt metaphor for his dance style. How does he do it? As a technician, he is a great illusionist, a genuine mime. His ability to keep one leg straight as he glides while the other bends and seems to walk requires perfect timing".

Michael was so cute when he was just a wee lad.

My top ten favourite songs of the 1960's

2009-06-23T00:18:00.009+08:00

The following songs, released from the following years that i love, admire and could listen to a lot.

1960. 1. The Shirelles: "Will you love me tomorrow" 2. Roy Orbison: "Only the lonely" 3. Elvis Presley": "Are you lonesome tonight"

1961. 1. Patsy Cline: "Crazy" 2 .Del Shannon: "Runaway" 3 .Ben King "Stand by me"

1962. 1. Roy Orbison: "Crying" 2.Ray Charles: "I can't stop loving you" 3. The Beatles: "Please Please Me"

1963. 1. Gerry and the Pacemakers: "You'll never walk alone" 2. Bob Dylan: "Blowin' in the wind" 3. Lesley Gore: "It's my party"

1964. 1. Diana Ross and The Supremes: "Where Did Our Love Go?" 2. The Animals: "House of the rising sun" 3. The Kinks: "You Really got me"

1965. 1. Petula Clarke: "Downtown" 2. The Rolling Stones: "(I can't get no) Satisfaction" 3. The Beatles: "Ticket to ride"

1966. 1. Diana Ross and The Supremes: "You Can't Hurry Love" 2. The Beach Boys: "Good vibrations" 3. Percy Sledge: "When a man loves a woman"

1967. 1. The Velvet Underground: "Heroin" 2. Jefferson Airplane "White Rabbit" 3. The Doors: "Light my fire"

1968. 1. Dusty Springfield: "Son of a Preacher Man" 2. Simon and Garfunkel: "Mrs Robinson" 3. Marvin Gaye: "I Heard it Through the Grapevine" 4. The Doors: "Hello, i love you"

1969. 1. The Maytals: "Pressure Drop" 2. The Velvet Underground: "Pale Bue Eyes" 3. Fleetwood Mac: "Albatross"

B.

So it's monday

2009-06-22T17:39:00.002+08:00

Just another day of continuous jerks.t
Krispy Kreme I can't put you down.
Return to oz is playing with my mind.
I'm enjoying it i guess..
The shortest days are they best.

Equinox or Solstice?

2009-06-17T00:14:00.006+08:00

Equinox,
noun e.qui.nox
1. Either of two points on the celestial sphere at which the ecliptic intersects the celestial equator.
2. Either of the two times during a year when the sun crosses the celestial equator and when the length of day and night are approximately equal; the vernal equinox or the autumnal equinox.

Solstice
noun sol.stice
1. Either of two times of the year when the sun is at its greatest distance from the celestial equator. The summer solstice in the Northern Hemisphere occurs about June 21, when the sun is in the zenith at the tropic of Cancer; the winter solstice occurs about December 21, when the sun is over the tropic of Capricorn. The summer solstice is the longest day of the year and the winter solstice is the shortest.
2. A highest point or culmination.

Which one would you rather enjoy?
I do want to celebrate these dates, one is coming up!
solstice.

B

Polony, Cromby and such...

2009-06-15T23:05:00.006+08:00

There was a young gentleman probably aged around seventeen. He walked on into the service station where he had bought a Nickleback CD and a small roll of polony. The young man then walked off into the dark, dark night..........
and was never to be seen AGAIN!

hahaha polony pony.

This was a story my friend Cromby told me today, it made me laugh. He was so excited about the story, this is why I shall forever be his friend!

HIT LIST! die, die, die

2009-06-03T20:01:00.007+08:00

OK, so I must say if I had a "hit list" (which i may or may not already have) I would definitely put that fat, heinous, grease ball Matt Preston on it for sure, probably up the top somewhere.
He is THE WORST food critic I've seen, even though I don't bother watching television that often as I think it's ridiculous these days. Anyhow, who's to say that food isn't "fine"? You need food to live, don't complain about a splatter of sauce on your plate that has apparently ruined a perfectly fine meal. He is a complete fat moron who has to wear scarves to cover up that awful triple chin of his.
Have you ever heard a poor Ethiopian make a critical comment on food or how the way it has been cooked?
Matt Preston just shut up and die!
JERK

Some men truly do resemble swines. Gross.

Death Stare

2009-06-03T08:30:00.001+08:00

If looks could kill,
you would be dead

Mary, where art thou?

2009-06-01T15:00:00.001+08:00

Time certainly doesn't fly, whilst waiting to get high

Today i bought a house plant,
it hasn't started growing much which sucks.
I don't think i can watch it to much, it's not so entertaining anymore.

I can't sleep and want a blueberry bagel!

2009-06-01T06:31:00.000+08:00

So it's early hours of the morning and lately I can't sleep because of this. Something unusual is happening to me and I'm not quite sure why.
I've been waking up crazy early hours of the morning embracing the fresh, new, crisp day. It's becoming one more addiction, except this one is legal and is creating more happiness for me. I watch the day awake, looking at the big city buildings through the kitchen window. It's a pleasant view.
I'm currently listening to lonesome town by Ricky Nelson on record, it's so easy on the ears and soft sounding. Ricky Nelson performed the song "lonesome town" in the cult class movie, Pulp Fiction. One of my favourite songs and movie.

Anyhow, yesterday I had the greatest day I've had in a long time. I woke up early to begin my sunday journey which i had been planning for ages but, have never been too bothered to start it until then. Danielle and I walked to meet my friend James at Lawleys cafe and bakery in Mt Lawley. It was pretty early, well early for anyway. I'd say it was around 9am. We got ourselves a coffee and some delicious breakfast.
Lawley's makes the best food ever!
After we had finished we walked back to my place and prepared ourselves for our journey. We left the house and walked to the train station. We commenced travelling on our journey and finally made it to FREMANTLE!
Fremantle is always fun. We went to the pub to get a drink and then went shopping in the markets. You always find great things in freo. We purchased two hats, two awesome tie-dye shirts and the cutest of all, dinosaur cookie cutters.
The only bad thing was that when i got home i realised i had left the bag of cookie cutters at Little Creatures.
Oh well, I am sometimes forgetful when drinking.

We then ventured back on the train home and listened to old records and tapes.
It was amazing.
If it wasn't for music, i would be lost.

Le photo's